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Me at Johnny Ramone’s grave. The Alter was done by Johnny Ramone Army for the 14th annual “Dia de Los Muertos” at Hollywood Forever
Last night Glee episode killed me. I was trying so hard not to cry but it’s so difficult not to get heartbroken. Knowing that the emotions the characters when through were mostly based on the cast reactions when they found out about Cory.
I can still remember the night I found out. We were have a kick-back at my house. Playing games and eating snack. It wasn’t till my mom called me from upstairs. I ran to the stair to see what see wanted. She ask me who if I know who Cory Monteith was. I told her he’s from Glee and my brother secret twin (an inside joke) She pause and told me that he had die. That moment my heart dropped. I was in disbelief. I told my brother, Jr and my friend, Sheilie, they were in disbelief too. We grab the close device we could and look it up. Sure enough it was all over the web. I wanted to cry but I kept a brave face.
Once the news hit us, our kick-back went from fun and jokes to complete silences. Only me, Jr and Sheilie just sat they quietly mourning the lost of Cory. After the kick-back was over. I went to my room, closed the door and just cried. I just let everything out. It was so heartbreaking.
The next day was worst. Seeing his face all over the news and how other actors mourned for him just hurt.
Then the worst of the worst happened… finding out how he died. I didn’t care about how, but my heart broken with the rude and disgusting comments again his death. I was upset because people were saying he deserved it.
WHAT?? No one and I mean no one should ever said something so stupid. Yes he had a problem, but does that make him a bad person? No, he was a human. We make mistakes. Some we learn from, some we never recover from. He was getting help, he was trying. Think of how many other celebrities have the same problem as him and never get help but they’re still alive.
Cory was loved by many, in fact he was so loved that people forgot he even had a problem. He was a truly talented person and could have gone the distance. But he was taken away too soon.
RIP Cory, you will never be forgotten.
Not posting or finishing my Top 5 Challenge. This has happened for 2 reasons
I hope you all understand and thanks for the support.
My current Top 50 Most Played songs. I’m NOT ashamed of the songs I have on my iPod. I love every song I own :P